Spain's World Cup hero Ferran Torres battled depression and lost the will to live

Ferran Torres, the scorer of Spain's historic World Cup final goal, has revealed the profound personal battles he faced, including severe depression and thoughts of retiring from professional football. The 26-year-old midfielder described periods where he "lost the will to live," particularly during a challenging phase between 2022 and 2023. This dark period was intensified by the immense media pressure following his high-value transfer to Barcelona and a subsequent dip in performance. Torres confessed that Sunday nights often involved uncontrollable crying sessions, painting a stark picture of his mental anguish. He found solace and strength in personal mottos like "I refuse to sink" and "You try, you fail, you get up," alongside support systems that helped him navigate this difficult chapter. His journey highlights the intense pressures faced by elite athletes and the critical importance of mental health awareness.

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When I was struggling with depression, the best moment of the day was when I took my pills and went to bed. I lost the will to live.