Argentina's bittersweet exodus: The pull of home amid the urge to leave

The decision to leave Argentina or return to it is often fraught with conflicting emotions, as illustrated by a friend's observation at the end of 2019. As Alberto Fernández assumed the presidency, one person noted the country's paradox: relatives abroad were returning with hope for the new government, while others in Buenos Aires were leaving to escape Kirchnerism.

This pattern of departure and return has characterized Argentina for decades, a trend perhaps dating back to the graffiti declaring "Argentina has an exit: Ezeiza." Fortunately, in recent times, no one has been forced into exile, a stark contrast to historical figures like San Martín, Alberdi, Rosas, and Perón. However, emigration is not solely driven by politics; it is also fueled by a desire to explore other cultures, weariness with instability, concerns about security, and the pervasive issue of corruption.

The feeling of instability, the fear of economic collapse reminiscent of 1989 or 2001, and the simple lack of work also prompt many to seek opportunities elsewhere. Settling in a new country does not erase one's identity. The author reflects on the unique "aroma" of home that is missed, suggesting that, like plants, humans have deep-rooted connections to their origins. This is evident in Argentinians abroad who take up tango or prepare traditional empanadas, activities they might never have considered in their homeland.

Living well elsewhere involves sacrifices. Leaving means giving something up, and staying can also lead to a lack of fulfillment. The author recalls a personal experience at 21, studying journalism in France. While excited by the perceived "center of the world" compared to a marginalized Argentina in the early 80s, a profound sadness arose from the thought of dying and being buried far from home. This realization highlighted that leaving is easy, but leaving entirely, forever, can feel almost subversive, as parts of oneself remain tethered to the homeland.