Lithuanian Musician Agnė Grigaliūnienė Shares Thoughts on Death, Mother, and Music

Lithuanian musician Agnė Grigaliūnienė has unveiled her latest artistic endeavor, "Malda" (Prayer), a deeply personal project that delves into the profound themes of death, her mother, and the enduring power of music. In an interview with Delfi, Grigaliūnienė shared the genesis of the song, describing it as a reflection on mortality and the multifaceted nature of grief.

"Death is a powerful catalyst. For life. And especially for a Mother," Grigaliūnienė stated, acknowledging the universal experience of loss. She described the disorienting experience of waking from nightmares, grappling with the feeling of "non-existence" and questioning the purpose of life when everything eventually fades into oblivion. This existential struggle, she explained, is a common thread for those who have experienced profound loss.

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Death is a powerful catalyst. For life. And especially for a Mother.

However, Grigaliūnienė also spoke of the gradual return to equilibrium, where mornings begin with a smile and renewed energy. She described how, after a significant shock, one slowly finds their axis again. This process allows for the recognition of "gifts" bestowed by death and grief, often simple yet profound realizations about life. She highlighted the importance of everyday moments like a hug, an open conversation with a child, or a shared family meal, which she now understands as deeply meaningful.

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So if everything, EVERYTHING passes and that everything is swallowed by non-existence, oblivion – why get up at all, act, work, make friends and in every way think about how to remain in the memory of children with your experience, advice and hugs... What is all this?

The musician also reflected on the nature of friendship, emphasizing the mutual effort required to sustain relationships. She noted that the years of grief have stripped away illusions and uncertainties, leading to a "purer, clearer, and ultimately lighter" existence with fewer expectations and more self-compassion. This newfound clarity has led her to find solace and strength in prayer and creativity.

Grigaliūnienė revealed an unexpected turn in her creative journey, discovering a passion for songwriting during her mother's farewell. "A miracle happened with creativity," she said, explaining that after two decades in a creative environment, she began writing songs, both lyrics and melodies. She has already completed half an album within a year. Her friend, Justė Arlauskaitė, encouraged her to pursue this path, connecting her with producer Faustas, marking a significant step in her musical evolution.

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A miracle happened with creativity.