Ph.D. pursuit feels like signing a contract for academic suffering, says singer Ryan Deedat
Translated from Malay, summarized and contextualized by DistantNews.
At a glance
- Singer Ryan Deedat described pursuing a Ph.D. as a mentally and physically taxing phase that lasts for years.
- He likened the experience to signing a contract for academic suffering, involving extensive reading and constant questioning of knowledge.
- Deedat noted that Ph.D. students often experience emotional and mental fluctuations, facing an endless cycle of research, analysis, and revisions.
Singer Ryan Deedat has described the journey of pursuing a Doctor of Philosophy (Ph.D.) as an arduous phase that tests students' mental and physical endurance for years. He stated that the process is far more challenging than ordinary studies.
Pursuing a Ph.D. honestly feels like signing a contract for academic suffering for years. This is not just about 'learning more.'
"Pursuing a Ph.D. honestly feels like signing a contract for academic suffering for years. This is not just about 'learning more,'" Deedat shared on Threads. He elaborated that it involves reading over 100 research papers, questioning deeply held beliefs, and submitting work that is often met with the supervisor's critique of "hmmโฆ not yet."
This is like reading over 100 research papers, questioning everything we thought we knew, writing something we thought was smart, but the supervisor will just say, 'hmmโฆ not yet.'
Deedat, also known for his songs "Salimah" and "Monalisa," acknowledged the emotional and mental volatility common among Ph.D. candidates. He described the work as seemingly never-ending, encompassing literature reviews, data collection, analysis, and repeated revisions. This cycle can lead to a state of mind oscillating between excitement about becoming a future expert and feelings of confusion about the current progress.
The work is like never-ending. Starting from literature review, data collection, analysis, rewriting, rewriting repeatedly, and then rewriting again because academic writing seems to have unlimited digital download content (DLC).
Despite the challenges, Deedat emphasized the importance of perseverance, stating that a Ph.D. is less about speed and more about enduring until one truly masters the field. He began his singing career in 2017 and is also active as a songwriter.
Mentally, I'm like living in two situations: excited about becoming a future expert or feeling lost not knowing what I'm doing.
Originally published by Utusan Malaysia in Malay. Translated, summarized, and contextualized by our editorial team with added local perspective. Read our editorial standards.