Woke in Pool of Blood, Cancer 'Ate Half My Penis': Man Recounts Ignored Symptoms
Translated from Croatian, summarized and contextualized by DistantNews.
At a glance
- Steven Hamill ignored early symptoms of swelling and discharge, mistaking them for a sexually transmitted infection or a common bacterial infection.
- His condition worsened, leading to a dramatic incident where he woke up in a pool of blood, prompting him to seek emergency care.
- Doctors diagnosed him with aggressive penile cancer, which required partial amputation, and he now shares his story to urge other men not to ignore warning signs.
Steven Hamill's life took a terrifying turn when he began ignoring alarming symptoms related to his penis. It started in 2019 with significant swelling, making his glans "four times bigger than usual." Initially, he suspected an STI, but like many men, he hoped the problem would simply disappear on its own.
I looked down thinking the kettle was leaking, but it wasn't. There was a pool of blood on my kitchen floor. And then I saw it dripping from my penis.
His denial persisted despite waking up with discomfort and noticing discharge, which he described as smelling "like death." The reality of his situation hit him with brutal force one morning when he discovered a pool of blood on his kitchen floor, realizing it was coming from his penis. Even after a GP dismissed his concerns about cancer, suggesting it was likely balanitis and prescribing steroid cream, Hamill delayed seeking further help.
The turning point came when he collapsed in his brother's car and woke up in his own blood. This led him to the emergency room, where he finally received the devastating diagnosis: aggressive penile cancer. The bleeding, he learned, was the cancer consuming his penis, expelling dead tissue. Hamill expressed anger at the initial misdiagnosis, emphasizing how the aggressive nature of the cancer caused constant pain.
That bleeding... that was actually the cancer eating my penis.
Penile cancer is relatively rare, but experts predict a significant increase in cases by 2050. In Croatia, about five new cases are diagnosed annually, yet a concerning half of patients delay seeking medical attention for up to a year due to shame, drastically worsening their prognosis. Hamill's story serves as a stark warning to men about the critical importance of not ignoring early symptoms and seeking prompt medical evaluation.
That cancer was literally eating my flesh, while I was alive. This growth was eating me alive and that's why the pain was so constant and everything was so aggressive. That's why it makes me so angry how a GP can see I'm in so much pain and just say, 'An infection, mate'.
Originally published by Veฤernji List in Croatian. Translated, summarized, and contextualized by our editorial team with added local perspective. Read our editorial standards.